Yesterday was awful.
I have so much stress going on, it's making me crazy. I'll be graduating soon, and I still feel like a kid. I hate it.
My dad won't let me get my license until my grades are where the insurance company covers me. I've tried so hard, and I finally got my grades great! But two days before report cards go out, one teacher decides to give us a test..and I bombed it. My grades weren't right by 2 points. Which is upsetting. I'm having to wait till May to drive.
It wouldn't bother me so much if there was more to do. I need out of the house. I feel like I'm cramped in this house, and I feel like it's suffocating me. When everything just presses on me, I need to get out. I can't breathe like this.
I love my dad to death, and I love hanging out with him. It's not that I want away from him. It's just the fact that I hate him seeing me this way. He doesn't need my crap on his plate too.
I haven't weighed myself yet. I'm still afraid to.
I'll be posting a weight chart on this site, in a few minuets.
I really hope there's people reading this. It sucks writing all of this, and not having people there to listen.
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